Saturday, August 23, 2008

melancholy

forgive me for I wanted to hold on to you forever,
forgive me for I forgot love is freedom,
forgive me for not forgiving you,
forgive me, I can't forgive you still...!!

I vividly remember when I saw you last time,
and how much I wanted you to stay, though I'd never say.
Angel, you looked lovely that night, as you always did,
oh.. why did you go away.

The world will never know what I go thru' every moment,
all the turmoil inside kills me everyday,
but you are always in my mind my love,
and with every passing moment I so much wish you were here..

They tell me we are past and I must move on,
I helplessly want to believe them 'coz I know you are gone.
What I hate to believe is that our love wasn't true,
Please tell them everything is not the way it looks.

There are a zillion things that remind me of you everywhere I go,
The coffee shops, the malls, the book cafes, long stretched green roads.
The more I run the near I am drawn,
I am tired of living in this hopeless hope that I will get over you some day.

I know I have not been the Man of my word,
I have played dirty at times and let you down.
I might have shouted at you for no rime and reason,please forgive for that,
but girl, I loved you with all my heart and soul, like no one can ever love anyone.

You wouldn't come back even if I confessed how much I love you,
Things wouldn't change even if you knew about all the crazy things I still do.
Believe me I know it all, but I just can't stop loving you,
nor can you impose not to love you anymore.

dear, you were the most beautiful part of my life,
Ill always cherish the time we spent together,
I am glad we journeyed together hand in hand,
till we reached a crossroad and then you walked awayyyyy...